dearGod,hearmewheni/call.

what do i say to the one true God
the king of kings and the lord of lords
what can i say as i purse my lips
and the torrents of sin
roll me over
as i hover by
black ink patches of hot mustard and lies.
when the everydays of tommorrows was todays
and the todays became the yesterdays
was swept back neatly into files
of chapters of yor life.
they documented parchments that once were empty
now filled with moments.
what can i say when im tossed back n forth
by the currents
to and fro
to and fro
why dont u just go along with the fro?
when Jesus' light seems dim
from where youre standing
and frustrations envelopes your being
u try to cry
wince twice or whine more
then u suddenly stop
as if to give up
you drift.along with whatever flows
then u snap back. say
lord i need you.
where are you?

Do not fear,for I am with you. I will never leave you nor forsake u.isiah i think?